I am currently voluntarily submitting myself to long, late-hour conversations digging intensely at the logical rooted in 95% emotion, stubbornness and all things irrational. I just can’t help but feel that I’m trying to fit a square peg into a round hole.

It is seriously making my blood boil. This is a rare thing to have happen to me, only a few people have been able to push my inner temperature to that special degree- and thankfully I’m starting to be able to connect the dots. By looking at past experiences and combining them with the present, I hope to see through the clouds, find out what drives me wild in these situations, and how to handle them when I can’t avoid them.

Maybe I will find out it best to actually avoid altogether. I don’t have these situations with many people and the important question remains: Are these people anomalies, or has everyone else around me let me get away with so much shit and these new people are just giving it back?